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[11.27.02]
Well, Thanksgiving break is here.. Pretty amazing--time went really quickly. Just yesterday, Lewis and I were sitting in the cold (it's starting to freeze down here) for my mom to take us home from drama rehersals when he said something. It really was silly and in the serious way he said it, it made me laugh, but now that I think of it.. I'm kind of proud. "We're half way through. We made it this far."
But, of course, silly little me get's sick the FIRST day starting Thanksgiving break. ^^;; I'm always sick.. I wonder if my immune system just sucks or something. I was barely able to sing at rehersal yesterday, I felt so tired and had those weird hot/cold chills thing going on. It didn't help the least that ... a certain someone was watching me fall to peices. It was a bit embarassing.. But I did fill out my bio finally for the program. *snort* As usually, I was prettty boring about it but I did thank someone else besides my parents. XD You'll see later.
I'm really annoyed by this whole Yami Bakura-abuse complex FF.net has going on.. n_n; Sure, I knew it was around but I'd... REALLY like to read something other than that. I admit that Y.B.xB has kind of taken over as of late. XD I really envy the thing Loren has going on with the Hong-Kong DVDs she bought. I'd love to see what happens to the Bakuras in the future, not to mention the YxY hints that abound... I even found an offer much like what she got on eBay, but it was alot of money. o.o; I mean, it would be a cool Christmas present, but that's alot of money and I'd hate to be cheated out of it. I wish there were some sort of a more solid service that sold those DVDs.
Brent has mono.. n.n; Poor baby. He better have not given it to me though, because then I will have to rightfully kick his ass as soon as he gets back. XP We miss you, Fagin!
Seto in a... dress? X3 .... *grins* Okay!
rya nibbled on yami at 10:08 am
[11.24.02]
spoiler (highlight to read):
Seto and Shizuka is real................
AHHHH!! I knew it was a fannon coupling, but IT'S REAL?! IT'S RREEEEAAAAALL???!!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. T_T I'm not even a Kaiba fan, but good lord!
rya nibbled on yami at 4:34 pm
[11.18.02]
And now the Great R shall annihilate her poor mind with an RPG plot line that fits way to many songs. Woo, baby...
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Always
Saliva
I hear a voice say "Don't be so blind.”
It's telling me all these things.
That you would probably hide.
Am I... your one and only desire?
Am I the reason you breath?
Or am I the reason you cry...?
Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you.
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you.
I breathe you.
I taste you.
I can't live without you.
I just can't take anymore.
This life of solitude.
I guess that I'm out the door.
And now I'm done with you.
I feel like you don't want me around.
I guess I'll pack all my things.
I guess I'll see you around.
Inside... it bottles up until now...
As I walk out your door...
All I hear is the sound.
Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you.
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you.
I breathe you.
I taste you.
I can't live without you.
I just can't take anymore.
This life of solitude.
I guess that I'm out the door.
And now I'm done with you.
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you.
I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart..?
Always... always... always... always...
I see the blood all over your hands... (R: This sounds familiar...)
Does it make you feel more like a man?
Was it all just a part of your plan?
This pistol's shakin' in my hands.
And all I hear is the sound...
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you.
I breathe you.
I taste you.
I can't live without you.
I just can't take anymore.
This life of solitude.
I guess that I'm out the door.
And now I'm done with you.
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you.
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you.
I just can't take anymore.
This life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor.
And now I'm done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...
R: Though this song definatelty was meant to be about domestic violence, I don’t really consider Bakura’s relationship w/ his yami like that. Rather, he’s afraid of what his yami is capable of. It scares him to think part of him is destroy living things’ lives... Too bad he love him. :P
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Trigger Happy Jack (Go, Go)
Poe
He scares easily. (R: Haha. That’s not true.)
It makes him so angry,
At me.
And his head it spins around.
Just like the Exorcist and I,
Find it ever so,
Hard to resist his cries.
But there's nothing more sadistic than an infant,
Waving his pistol in my face.
He wants me right down on my knees,
Crumbling in disgrace.
But he underestimates my mind.
I know he's messing with my head.
My only weakness is,
I can't believe the guy could be entirely dead. (R: Actually correct in the literal sense.)
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being!
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being!
Trigger Happy Jack,
You're gonna blow.
But I'm gonna get off,
Before you go.
My Trigger Happy Jack is just a,
Drive by -- a go-go!
And after awhile he calms down,
And he looks at me like a prince.
But I know I better bite the bullet,
'Cause it's just another one of his Jedi mind tricks.
But this ain't no head trip honey.
This is a collision on the road.
And you've got me feeling oh just like a roadkill.
And you know deep down I know..
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being!
Can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being!
Trigger Happy Jack,
You're gonna blow.
But I'm gonna get off,
Before you go.
My Trigger Happy Jack is just a,
Drive by -- a go-go!
Why do you make me feel like this? (1-2-3-4)
Why do you gotta be such a dick? (1-2-3-4)
Why do you make me feeling like this? (1-2-3-4)
Why do you gotta be such a dick? (1-2-3-4)
Go-go!
And I hate myself...
Just enough to want him.
But I hate him just enough,
To get off.
But I understand him...
Maybe I'm just crazy enough,
To love him..?
Why not? (Why not?! Oh!)
You can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being...
R:A little blunt and angry for Bakura's tastes, but I still conveys things pretty precisely.. XD Not to mention I worship Poe so I can’t really give you all a very unbiased opinion. Everything relates to the Poe!!
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I have way too much time on my hands.
rya nibbled on yami at 3:24 pm
[11.15.02]
Last episode was the best so far. n_n No contest. Oh, there were so MANY YxY vibes. I literally nearly strangled myself with my bedsheets when Bandit Keith (or rather, Malik) shatteed the puzzle. And Yami Bakura smilage did not help...
*stares at rare lolographic Change of Heart card on eBay* ... *drool* ..... *sniffle*
rya nibbled on yami at 7:58 am
[11.10.02]
Wow, that layout didn't last very long. o.o;
I like this one better though! ^^ Just look at that look on Yami's face~! Not only that, but it looks suspiciously like a subconmciously placed Uproar layout... I think Cole getting back on the Newspaper staff caused that, for sure. XD Wee, go Cole~! Now are we going to Mexico or what? I really do want one of those bobby-head chihauhau things. X3~
Mmm.. Yami dresed up as Squall. XD Oh, yes, fellow bloggers, I forgot to flaunt my newest rp news, huh? Loren and I finally started up again (woo!) with yet another new rp to add to our growing millions.. 6_6;; But, hey, if it helps, it's one of those rare, fan-based rpgs! Yup, that's right! We decided to give Yuugiou a run for it's money.. It's going pretty well concidering I'm horribly out of character! Not to merntion we both kind of had a one-track mind last night. ^^;;; JouxSeto kiss! Mwahahaha!! And leather clad legs, too.. Gods.. XD XD XD ~
Here's something interesting.. Got it at Kabalarians! ^^
Yami as a first name gives you a very independent nature, yet you are friendly, approachable, and generous. You can be a spontaneous, expressive, and talkative person. Generally you are good-natured, though at times you can be rather blunt and sarcastic. This name incorporates creative, artistic, and musical abilities, and there would be an element of originality in all that you do. You like to do things on the spur of the moment without planning or prior arrangements. Your spirits are buoyed up greatly by encouragement and appreciation. There is a tendency to be scattering in your efforts and you prefer to avoid menial jobs of a routine and repetitive nature. You are inclined to pursue good times and emotional indulgences to excess. Weaknesses in health due to the influence of this name centre in the head. You could experience headaches, or difficulties with your teeth, ears, eyes, or sinuses.
Your first name of Yuugi has given you the vision and foresight to be able to organize others and to hold positions of responsibilities with poise and self-confidence. This name creates an optimistic outlook on life and favourable conditions in your personal affairs. You have the ability to express your thoughts and ideas, and you are friendly, likeable, and generous. You enjoy fun, laughter and congenial association. This name also gives you an appreciation of art, music, drama, or any of the many forms of expression in the arts. Since you are quick and fluent in your expression, you have to guard against boastfulness or dominating a situation. You are likely a big eater, requiring heavy foods to satisfy your appetite. Overeating can affect the bloodstream, causing it to become overheated.
Your name of Seto makes you quick-minded, versatile, and very expressive. You are adaptable and creative in responding to new situations. This name has given you an interest in people and a desire for new experiences. You have the ability to create a favourable first impression, and so you could do well in the fields of sales promotion or entertainment. The use of this name creates a lack of stability in your affairs as it inclines you to procrastinate. It spoils patience and weakens your stand in matters of principle. You are inclined to do whatever is expedient in order to avoid facing issues. You could suffer bitter experiences through attracting wrong types of association and can be drawn into circumstances involving you in unwise situations. Weakness in your health would come through emotional disturbances and tension affecting the nervous system.
rya nibbled on yami at 11:58 am
[11.09.02]
Nnnnnnnn... Must resist urge to bite hand off. I've been surfing through fics and doujinshi since about 7 am this morning and once again have resurfaced with nothing but SetoxYami stuff.. I feel like a lobster fisherman on a salmon day. ^.^;;; Not that I have anything against SxY, I must say that so much of it all the time drives me insane. Not the YxY is the most original pairing in the world, but at least I can say there's some teeny shrine to it some where. Must admit to driving into guilty pleasures and reading a plot-filled lemon. It was surprisingly tasteful at that, thankfully not driving me and others insane with dirty terms for things. Rather I'd say it was more suggestive the graphic and I had fun with it. ^_^ IC and all.. My hat goes off to the authoress.
Anyone watch this morning's episodes? XD I was nerdily on the edge of my seat (er, BED) the entire time, though I know full and well Yuugi (or more Yami, really..) would win. Der. ;P But still! I'm definitely not a Queen of Games, that's for sure. After Duke's ([insert correct Japanese name here]) pulled off the blockage stunt, I would've been like "Screw this! o.o; Sorry, Jounouchi! I'm sure Seto will come and claim you, after all. No one touches Kaiba's bitch!!" ... Ahem. ^_^;;;;;; Plus the fact the cheerleaders kept calling him 'Dukey' (Pronunciation!! Ahh!) sent my little immature self giggling. Not that I'm not slightly afraid of the ending bit. o.o; Hey, you know, pent up anger isn't good for you--but the Yami chuckle was worth it! XD *squee* YAMI CHUCKLE~!!
You know, it's to my advantage so many folks at my school enjoy Yuugiou, though I did get into a heated debate that his name WAS in fact spelt 'Yuugi' and that, yes, I had it on good authority. We're talking Loren here, people! But anyway, Matt McMan surprised me yesterday with DVD copies of the entire Pegasus vs. Yuugi/Yami fiasco. I practically GLOMPED the poor guy. ^^; He knows I missed those, so I'm trying to think up a fun way to repay him.
rya nibbled on yami at 2:54 pm
[11.03.02]
Mehh.. Designing make your brain tired. Not that this layout has any good quality as to call it "design," though it's the best I'll ever even bother to do. I'm so horribly lazy. Yet, after the horrible week I've had, I feel somewhat entitled to veg out a bit.
Even though my mom's been gone for almost three weeks now, I'd say me and my dad are doing pretty well off together. We have lots of fun, he spoils me rotten.. I am a daddy's girl. ^^ Yet, the only bad things are that my dad doesn't appreciate the fine line of 'don't ask, don't tell' policies in my house. Though I'll talk to him about my social life (what a hell it is), I absolutely refuse to discuss the actual school itself. Why, pray tell? Well, it's just another one of my oddities, I guess, just like how I'd prefer watching movies by myself. I simply don't see the point on wasting precious breath on silly little things teachers said and whatnot. I can handle my own grade, thank you very much. It's the only thing I want and have control over in my life and I'd like to keep it that way. ^^;;;
n_n; I'm really stressed lately.
Also, did I mention how sore I am? ^^; Yeah... All over, my muscles are throbbing horrible. Damn PE. Thing is, I've been procastinaing in taking my PE classes up till now so whereas I haven't had any in two years. Baaaddd mistake. Now that I'm at it again, my body is so not used to it it cramps and sores everywhere.. Every morning I wake up with the feeling that a steam roller just glided over me--now to mention I've ceased to been able to turn my head to the left without severe pain. N_n Not good since that's the side I sleep on.
On a happier note, I've been so much into this new fandom of mine, Yuugiou. Again, Loren has managed to sweep me up in yet another series and all of a sudden I'm drawing this characters non-stop. It's fun! ^_^ She and I just spent the last three hours in my paint chat doodling a lot--making roughly five good pics together, one of which you see above. Our most dramatic. XD Of course, I've been doodling on her board as well, receiving much-a-glomp for a Halloween thing I did. ^^; It took me long enough, but I myself admire the way it came out. Guess today is my drawing day! Yay for nummy spurts of creativity. I better really put it to use before I get too tired so I can draw some decent Yami/Yuugi pics. The lack of makes me really sad.. ._.; Almost all the good fan art out there is Yami/Seto, a pairing I enjoy but that has become a bit redundant when you really wanna see the Mirrors at work. Too bad.. Guess I'll just doodle for a bit.
Good night, everyone!
rya nibbled on yami at 12:45 am
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